Showing posts with label Ghosts. Show all posts
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Sunday, March 12, 2017

The Red Cap of Castle Glen

It was a dark and stormy night, the wing howling through the trees like the dreaded beansidhe and the rain falling in torrents making it difficult to see anything. Holding his hand up to his face, trying to keep the rain out of his eyes, Ben trudged on toward his destination. A destination that he feared more than the night creatures that kept watch over him. The words of his father kept going through his mind, “Fear does not exist. Danger is real but fear is a choice.”
Fear was all he felt this night. It wasn’t a choice. It was overwhelming. The old man in the village had told him to make this journey, this night, or his family would die a torturous death. Only the creature that lived here in the Black Forest could change their fate. This creature that no one ever survived seeing, much less bargaining with.
Suddenly the woods opened up and the old castle ruins came into sight. No one ever came here, especially at night. There was a stillness in the air now. No wind whistling, even the rain had stopped. Moonlight shone down upon the ruins almost like a spotlight on a celebrated actor on stage. The shadows, deep around the battlements and portcullis, almost formed an evil face on the façade; a face that threatened anyone that would dare venture near. Ben looked upon the sight with more trepidation than he had ever felt before. Thinking only of his family’s safety, he started across the overgrown garden.
Closing the distance between the safety of the forest and the portcullis of the castle, Ben slowly gained some semblance of courage. The creature that resided here would surely kill him on sight but if that was the price he had to pay, he would pay it gladly. Mary, his wife, and Angus, his baby boy, would survive if he could strike a bargain with the Red Cap. The old man had told him that reciting Scripture or showing a cross would make the creature disappear but that is not what he wanted. He needed help. The old crone had placed a curse on his family, one that would kill them slowly and painfully. Magick is a strange thing. The old man had told him only a Red Cap could reverse the spell she had used. The only problem with that is Red Caps hated humans and would kill them on sight.
He didn’t understand what it was about this night, at this time, that would keep the Red Cap from killing him, least of all, get him to help. Ben had never heard of a Red Cap that could do magick but the old man was adamant about this. The moon was full, true, and that was a magickal time and it was during Samhain, the time when the veil between worlds was thinnest. Hopefully, these things would protect him and bring him victory.
Entering through the massive, broken oak doors of the main hall, Ben straighten his posture and called on courage he had not known he had. Looking left and right then up the grand stair, he called out, “Red Cap! I come for your help. Show yourself to me.”
From the darkest corners came an echoing reply, “Why should I not kill you? A human, walking into my home is fair game. If I show myself, I shall surely tear your innards out of your body.”
“I do not believe you will. I come to bargain. The crone has cursed my family. The old man told me you were the only one that could help. Show yourself so that we may discuss the terms.”
“Terms? Are you mad? There are no ‘terms’ and there are no bargains. The old man lied and the crone must have had good reason. Why should I help you? You are nothing to me.” The voice was behind him and much closer than before.
Fear, once again, set upon Ben. With shaking knees and wavering voice, he turned to face the evilness that lived here. Out of the darkness the creature emerged. It was then that the young man knew that he, indeed, had been tricked. The hairless old man that came forward from the shadows smiled. His razor sharp teeth glinting in the moonlight and his claws clacking together were not near as frightening as the executioner’s axe that he dragged along the floor behind him.
Raising the axe and laying it upon his shoulder, the Red Cap stared at the frightened young man. He knew the boy was terrified, just as all humans were when they saw him. Smiling he spoke again, “I frighten you and yet you stand there. Why do you not run?”
“I have no reason to live if you do not help me. My family will die. Without them, I have nothing.”
“Even so. I should tear you apart and scatter your guts around the room. Yet, you intrigue me.” Uncharacteristically, the creature stood back and, scratching his chin, pondered why he had not killed this human already.
Samhain, the time of year when the veil between worlds is thinnest and creatures enter our world from the other side, is a magickal time. When the moon is full during the season it is especially so. The old man had not tricked the boy, he knew that this night, of all nights, was the only time in a thousand years that a Red Cap was incapable of killing. This night, at this time, midnight on All Hallows Eve with a full moon made the most evil creature to haunt the Scottish countryside unable to rend any victim. The only night that Ben would be able to barter for his family’s lives.
“What do you have to bargain for?”
“I have gold, livestock, food. Whatever you desire, I will find it.”
“I have no need of anything. I live, I kill. That is all. What would I do with riches or livestock? Food I can get. Is there nothing that you will give to me, willingly, to save your loved ones?” Looking at Ben with menacing eyes, belying the horror beneath his words, the small, evil creature continued, “There is only one thing that I desire in this world and that is to kill.”
Understanding finally came to Ben. The Red Cap wanted him to willingly give up his life to save his loved ones. Fear, guilt, shame all came at once. He was afraid to die and felt guilty that he was not brave enough to give his life for someone else. The shame of his cowardice overwhelmed him. Turning to flee from this wretched creature and crumbling ruin, he stopped at the broken oak door.
Turning slowly, Ben smiled. “I will not bargain my life. Without me my family will die anyways. But, I will bargain with yours. You will cast your magick and save their lives or I will take yours from you.”
Never before had anyone ever lived through an encounter with a Red Cap. Even if they survived by running away they would still die within twenty four hours. Now, this boy was threatening the life of this evil sprite, one of the vilest of creatures. Was he mad?
“Nae! Ah willnae dae it. Ye cannae make me.” The small creature belied his uncertainty, glancing around the dark room.
With a speed and strength he had never known he possessed, Ben was across the room and had the small creature on the floor, knife across his throat. “I will.”
The night was drawing to an end. Soon it would be dawn and the veil would close, the magick lost. Pushing harder against the Red Cap’s throat, Ben demanded, “Do it! Do it now or die!”
With blood starting to trickle down out of the blade’s cut, the Red Cap relented. Closing his eyes he mumbled in ancient Celtic, so low that Ben could barely hear, the spell to break the curse. Opening his eyes, all he said was, “It is done.”
Rising from the floor and releasing him, Ben wiped the blood from his knife. “If you have tricked me, if my family still dies, I will return and fight you.”

“You will lose. No one ever survives me. I have not tricked you, they will live. And you and I will meet again. Soon. I will exact my revenge on you.” With that, he disappeared just as the sun shone through the empty windows; laughter echoing through the ruins.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Is Madness the True Reality?


I sit, my mind racing, not knowing where I am or what I am doing. I hear people walking around, even next to my bed yet, when I look, no one is there. Thoughts overrunning each other are keeping me from sanity. I know not what to write to help me gain control once again. Even my knowledge of how to use words has left me stranded on a barren plain of nothingness. I am lost.

Each day it seems as though I recede further from the human race. I care not to see anyone nor do anything that would include another soul. Even my children are distant and unfocused to my eyes. I force myself to converse with those that deign to enter into my world but only as much as is necessary and nothing more. I fear becoming the antagonist with even the most innocent of visitors. I have excluded those closest to me from as much as I can as I care not to be close to anyone at the present time.

There are those times that I cannot recall what has occurred as if time has spiraled forward without my knowledge or awareness. An hour may pass with it seeming to be minutes without me able to recount the events that had just unfolded. Did I write? There is nothing on the page. Did I read? The book is not even open. Did I talk? No one is there. Did I even move? I still sit where I was. Am I mad?

Many nights have passed that I rested not as if sleep had eluded me yet I awoke from a sound slumber. Dreams are forgotten as wakefulness overtakes that world of imagination and metaphor. Did I dream at all? Flashes of events that could not have occurred enter my consciousness as if taunting me with some false reality. People I do not recognize speak as if they are long-time friends. Friends are now enemies because of some wrong I do not recall. Family is gone, replaced by automatons waiting to end my sorrowful life, controlled by an unseen, unloving god bent on destruction.

As I sit, looking over the page, I catch glimpses of specters mocking my very existence. I hear the laughter of some maniacal entity just beyond the edge of reality. I am mad, I must be, to see and hear the things I do. Phantoms in the night are my bane yet I fear not these immaterial beings sent to haunt me. I fear nothing but being alone and alone I am, save for these demons and angels of torment. Has my life been so wicked that I deserve the torment they bring? Or were my trespasses from an earlier life forgotten in the mists of time and space?

I have been alive forever, since the dawn of time, and have made many mistakes. Through the many lives I have endured I have been both monster and savior, lover and enemy. Could the evil in my past be what is causing my insanity in this time and this place? Is it possible the past evils are being revisited instead of having been put to death long ago? Oh, the horror I am capable of. I have warned those closest to me that it would be possible for that evil to emerge and rear its ugly head. I feared that it would and I may only assume that it has, that the evil has escaped its prison deep in the bowels of my mind and ventured forth to wreak havoc upon my life. As Dr. Jekyll had Mr. Hyde I have my own Hyde, waiting in the shadows to come forth to pursue his own desires with abandonment.

Am I mad? Is reality only a dream and my dreams the true reality?